Its 7:37 pm on a friday night and I am stuck in my office as I type through this blog. The rain just wouldn’t stop and I am wondering whether I will be able to go home even if what seem like buckets and buckets of water are now being poured down from heaven.

Maybe I am being told by our Father to stay put even for a few minutes, that’s why I am now here in the office with actually no intention of touching nor reading through anything work related. I just feel so exhausted from constantly thinking of and searching for solutions to other people’s problems, and coming up with a million and one ways of wording such solutions in a letter. Oh well…

Its actually funny that I lose strength because of my work in the office and draw renewed vigor from my other work, which is with the church. I have been devoting my time lately to a lot of activities in our church. The time and effort that each one devote are really noteworthy. It amazes me whenever I realize that I have become one of them. I believe the Lord has made all of these possible. Work for the kingdom is actually the kind of toil that I look forward to doing even if it demands a lot of my time and attention. So even if I am so tired from being an 8-6 kind of employee, I still find the strength to work some more, God knows until what time (even during weekends). And I’m glad to do these things for some divine reason.

I guess the pouring rain gave me some time to slow down and realize these things. Or maybe Im just really tired from this week’s work. Forgive me for sounding like no one can come any closer to the exhaustion that I am now feeling. I know there are a lot of you who are actually experiencing the same.

…the rain has somehow stopped and I guess I have to head home now.

Have you ever experienced having this gut feeling when you are sure something is not right but every body is telling you that you’re just being paranoid? Then at the end it will turn out that you were right all along?

Don’t worry this is not one of those drama pieces.

For the longest time I have been aching to know a fact about this certain person. I could have just asked him, but not a word came out of my mouth. Not asking though does not mean not finding other ways to unveil things that I’d like to know. It takes a little bit of "stalking" (more popularly known as research =P) to come up with the information.

  Bottomline: I was right.

I always knew he was too nice, too brilliant, too guapo and too good to just materialize without a catch.

Oh well, such is "life" i guess. Learning through discovering. =)