I was prayed for last night. Twas a prayer that gives me the assurance that no matter how negative my perception is, the reality that He will never leave me nor forsake me remains.

Of all the things that I want to achieve, I fail to focus on the ones that are of higher importance. Status quo is totally unacceptable. One step at a time… Soon I know that I will witness the realization of those dreams.

I cannot be complacent though because time is running out fast. There’s only one chance given to me. That chance is spelled NOW.

Acting towards my dream is one thing. Performing the many responsibilities of the different roles that I assume is another.

Again, I go back to the prayer that was said for me. And I in Him I take courage.

I haven’t  been around because I chose not to. I haven’t been talking to you because I don’t want to. I did not pay attention to your messages sent through people who are close to me because I already decided to cut all lines of communication.

Its only fortunate that I had the heart to talk to you once and for all just to let out all ill emotions that I have for you.

Now, if you still don’t get it…I will not help you understand because I have been doing that ever since. You just didn’t realize that I was actually speaking to you.

Twas actually you not me. I hope you now understand.